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Sunday, March 26, 2006

Arent you even gonna reply me? I dont mind waiting for your answer, but its the end result that counts. Maybe one day, you and i shud talk to each other one on one. Then i can tell from your face whether youre for real.

Did i really sit beside you during the movie today? Wanted so much to grab your arm and squeeze it tight when anticipating a scary scene. Wanted so much to bury my head into your chest when i couldnt bear to watch a thing. Wanted so much to hug you around your neck when it felt a little too cold. Why did Romeo had to pick such a movie in the first place?!

How long do i have to wait until id know whether i still stand a chance? I want to put an end to that stupid feeling in my tummy when youre around. Always trying my best to ignore you so as to not let myself get carried away. You have no idea how badly i want to hold you in my arms again.

But then again, arent you having a great life now that im not part of your life anymore? You dont have to worry about sending me home or paying for dinners. Best of all, you get to club almost every weekend without worrying about me being unhappy.

Believe me.. If you could take me back, i wouldnt give a single shit about these things anymore. You are all i want in my life.. Nothing else matters..
1:51 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006

Read through our past conversation histories. Laughed at most of it - Well, your cuteness that is. I dont know how it ended up like this. I knew at a slight point that i could save it all but i decided to ask you that stupid question. If i could, i would take it all back, but would you even let me?

All i know is that im deeply, madly in love with you still. All the wrongs that ive done, its all because of you. And now that ive decided to let that turning point lead me, its all because of you too. I just gotta make it through to you. I still love you and i just wanna know whether i'd ever get that chance say "i love you" to you again.

Almost everyone knows about our relationship and our break up. Almost all of them could tell. It's like my mind's screaming out to them indirectly that im still so much in love with you and i want you back. I dont wanna reveal whatever's private and confidential but somehow, it just wants to be discovered. Sometimes its not that i wanna tell them abt our life. It's just that i needed solutions to our problems and i just couldnt find them then. Im sorry if i ever did...

Should i still wait for you? Would you take me back eventually? I just want you to know that i still love you.. Very much..
1:00 AM
Monday, March 13, 2006

Im beginning to put my life back together piece by piece. Things are going rather well - The fact that we've started smiling, talking and gradually laughing at each other again. It's been so long since ive seen you smile at ME. It's like we've completely forgotten what we used to go through as a couple. We're friends again, and aint that great?

Well, you still make me fizzle inside and you make me want you even more. I dont know whether you know it, and i dont know whether you shud know. That i still want you.. Alot more than i used to..

I still want to meet new pple, be as cheerful as i used to be, laugh my head of and be my own crappy self. I still want to oggle at guys and dream about "The One". And yet i still love you..

Am i crazy or wad? haha..
11:20 PM
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